April 2012
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I’m beginning to feel the hurt more than I’ve felt it when it was at it’s strongest. I’ve been trying everything I can to just get over it, even losing more than what was gained. If we cross paths I’m going to make sure you’ll remember me the same way it torments me.
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Don’t trust me. You shouldn’t trust me. As promising as I am, you can’t give me your all. Someone will get hurt, and it certainly wouldn’t be me. Perhaps I should trust myself a bit more. I want you to trust me.
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You either stay quiet and witness little to no change or make a statement and end up somewhere. That is the ultimatum to most things.
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You kept falling in love and then one day your beliefs and virtues have all faded, like the smoke you exhale from the stick between your fingers.
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Anonymous asked: I've actually took the same anti depressant, as you for months. Then I randomly, went off it. Do you feel a mental improvement?
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I can’t say no to a woman who holds her own and deals with me in the realest way. Nothing but respect, and I don’t have much but if there’s anything she needs I got her.
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Still I do suffer terribly without ink to share with these empty pages. Everything seems like a cold ocean of waves violently crashing against each other to the point where I no longer feel myself sinking. Today I took a good look at the myself to see that I found difficulties in recognizing the boy staring back at me in my own bathroom mirror. Today I took a good look at this robotic world and...
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conflicted-mind-deactivated2012 asked: hi ^_^ I'm talking to all my followers who're awakeee, are you down for a conversation?
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PATIENCE →
If I offered the chance to have you dig through my deepest thoughts and stories, how fast would you do it? Not how fast would you take me but how patient would you be to witness my life adjusting to what once seemed realistically in-congruent to my perspective. How much it would take you for me to introduce you to my weak spots and about everything you can easily do to destroy me. I am not...
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You want to get hurt? I’ll hurt you then. Your wounds won’t heal as fast as mine. You want to get hurt without hurting anyone else, it’s unfair.
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My best friend is trying to change me up and turn me into some sort of hipster like I’m some next Filipino trend follower wearing knitted sweaters and shit. Telling me to rock dark green pants with red shoes like I just finished sharing ideas with a unicorn on some next level shit. So colourful and fruity that if you stab me I’ll be spillin honey and yogurt get out of my face what the...
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I give no fuck if you’re a girl and society taught you to wait until you’ve been approached. If you miss me then you’d talk to me.
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Writing as an outlet is absolute therapy. You are digging deeper into yourself to find what may relieve you. But sometimes you will end up in dark places that seems impossible to reach, that it will scare you to dig any deeper, and at the very bottom, where it feels like you hit limbo, you will unveil your very own madness waiting for you to take the last turn for the worst.
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If it wasn’t so complicated then there should be a solution. Pouring hard, cold feelings with a cup of logic can only take explanations so far until it is wiped from the surface. It is impossible to know the entirety of one feeling, I believe we shouldn’t worry too much about it. Seeking wisdom, too, can only bring us so far.
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Hope. It is the quintessential human delusion, simultaneously the source of your greatest strength and your greatest weakness.
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I’ve been on Celexa for a week now, a prescribed 20mg anti-depressant drug that enables the consumer to give a fuck about all things that are necessary to give a fuck about. My doctor told me to live a very practical life for 2 weeks. What she meant was to ignore the lows and hope it goes away through practicality and this drug which means I’m fighting my way out of depression in...
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ihateimportmodels asked: Please transform into a women ..
