October 2011
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soulamazinsteelblazin asked: Peeped your archive and I gotta say, I'm quite fascinated with the thoughts you've got in your dome. Agreed to most of the ones that I read. I like em. Kudos to you.
Oct 31st
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ihateimportmodels asked: You're amazing.
Oct 30th
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Time waits for no one, not even me.  The last bit of hope I held onto turned out to be a form of existence breathing only inside my own reality. My undying hope is determined to depreciate to an insignificant value, an inflated value worth of useless emotions. An unwanted outcome. The least desired outcome. But turning that outcome into a new beginning has been the plan, giving up hurts the most...
Oct 29th
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yanrwtb-deactivated20120501 asked: Your last post was beautiful.
Oct 27th
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Patience
If I offered the chance to have you dig through my deepest thoughts and stories, how fast would you do it? Not how fast would you take me but how patient would you be to witness my life adjusting to what once seemed realistically in-congruent to my perspective. How much it would take you for me to introduce you to my weak spots and about everything you can easily do to destroy me. I am not...
Oct 27th
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I had the strength to put it all behind me until little things of reminders started catching up to haunt me, amplifying this weakness, and drowning me with questions that I shouldn’t be holding on to.
Oct 26th
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Oct 26th
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I am everything I tell myself I’m not. I am merely just a shadow of my best potential. I am the hesitation in between my thoughts and actions. I am the borderline between bliss and sadness. I am basically the grey between the pallet of shades and light. Every good deed I’ve done somehow seems come back to me, removing its mask and deceiving me from the start. My guilt endlessly takes...
Oct 22nd
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I’ve caught myself slippin for the past few days. I have to refrain from spilling out my business and plans to those who aren’t relevant. For what does it bring to mention something that will not benefit me at all? Freely opening up is weird to me, and trying it out by speaking of my shit without them asking is somewhat pointless. I prefer not to talk about what I have going on unless...
Oct 17th
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Oct 15th
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boringerik asked: Your icon reminds me of my icon.
Oct 12th
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I still love her. God I love her, and I couldn’t do shit about it.
Oct 10th
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mrvonnegut asked: I'd like to be cremated if I die.
Oct 9th
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thisgirlll asked: what do you think of males going to a stripper club for their bachelor party before that one man gets marry? Do you think it's fair or okay for the lady partner? I like your recent entry, quite interesting.
Oct 9th
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I’m honestly trying to fight what could be a repeat of the past tense. I’m trying, I really am, but it isn’t good enough. And good enough isn’t even good enough.
Oct 8th
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Oct 7th
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If you ignore me, I will ignore you. If you don’t start the conversation, we won’t talk. If you don’t put in the effort, why should I?
Oct 6th
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I asked God to protect me from my enemies and I started losing friends.
Oct 5th
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HEY CUTIE @ITSJEFFREYO ♥
Hey pretty eyes.
Oct 1st
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Certain feelings have been creeping back all while thinking I’ve lost complete sight of it long ago. It is misery breathing behind my neck, waiting for me to turn around and welcome it with open arms.  Feeling like I’ve died a thousand times introduced me to the borderline of wanting to live life or continue on in the afterlife. I’m very exhausted with everything around me and I wouldn’t mind...
Oct 1st
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Oct 1st
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